[HEAR-ME-OUT] ~ love without words ~

MONDAY BLUES

2010-01-25T11:35:00.009+08:00

my neck hurt like hell after the tough captain's ball yesterday...

LOL!

it is so hard for me to turn around in 180 degree...

zzzz!

and how i wish i will regain my power/skill asap...

anthony said tat he noticed me giving less power on the game compared to last year...

(O_O)

tired so easily....

haiz!

tat's really pathetic of me cos my mind is not focused on the game...

and joeeng really injured her right foot...

anyway, it is fun!

(^.^)

arrrrrrgh

really no mood today liao

(T.T)

really cant focus on questioning... brainstorming...etc...

monday really SUCKS to the MAX!

so i skipped the class halfway right now....

nah, i gonna do some my self-study.

not slack away or sleep

not ever waste my time doing nth.

LOL~!

ah, when i left my class, carrying my bag and lappy...

my class was so SHOCKED and was like OMG, making a din!

and before i got out of class door, *YWD* blocked my way with wide arms, saying...

"why? WHY SKIP??? NO! PLS..."

he even showed me his puppy eyes...

zzzzzzzz!

i bet he dun wanna lose his teammate like me...

(=_=)

no one can stop me

LOL!

then i heard my class shouting, "hey! hey, zhoumeng, BYEEE!"

LOL!

then i reached library, shima (my current classmate) msn me, saying tat it was so rare tat i skipped class and my class's attention was focus on me...

(=_=)

really embarrassed....

i think they r like tat cos it is rare for the class to see me skipping.

hahas!

Nice NEWS

2010-01-23T12:38:00.004+08:00

study for a whole day like a crazy!

nth in my mind, only all abt study...

(x_x)

ah, nvm abt victor's leave ytd...

u guys know wad...?

tonight, i msn him and chatted wif him for a while...

of course, he got MSN

it is all abt my RJ and some other prob i need to know ever if the lesson ends yesterday.

ya, RJ's deadline is tmr morning!

cool, isnt he since he has given us 3 days to do RJ till its deadline?

woohooo!

then he said to me in MSN...

"ever if you are in year 3, u must ask me for help no matter wad! okay?"

that implies me that in year 3, there got some modules that relate to the marketing....!

i bet in year 3, i will definitely take the module tat relates to the marketing

cuz i hate programming

so i only prefer thinking, more use my brain as well as common sense

haha!

and also i am thankful tat...

he really tat one of the types who willingly to help his dear students and push them into get better results!

nah gonna sleep early right now!

tmr go to SF as well as captain's ball

so i need to RECHARGE MY ENERGY

VICTOR'S FAREWELL TREAT

2010-01-22T11:37:00.006+08:00

my marketing B216 facilitator, victor tan, is gonna take a leave liao...

so today is his last day instead of 15th week...

it does not mean tat he leaves RP, okay?

he has some matter to settle.

i really miss him and also his excellent teaching skills!
cuz he is hottie, cool and a hellish joker, joking alot of interesting facts and examples!
whoa!
everything abt him is so good!

u ever know tat....
i have ever had and seen such a good and funny facilitator in my 18 years!!!
LOL!

my ex-teachers is nth funny at ALL..
(=_=)
ms han...no-no
mrs neo... no-no
CCPS teachers... no-no
SAC teachers... got but soooOOO LITTLE, very rare one liao...

all i rmb the funny moments are only my classmates... tat's all.

ah yes, dun tell me abt MR KIEW...
wadeva hor...
cuz he is not my teacher so dun show off saying tat he is really so funny in ur class... and u really enjoy it better than me, alrite... just zip ur mouth pls
:P

so good tat he treated us all PIZZA!!!!!
yummy!
enjoyed it to the max!

ever if it is the last day for him, i alr have done in my team's presentation!
hopefully, it is A again since i alr try my best on it!
(^.^)

nah, how i wish i can go back to problem 1 on the 1st week to hear his funny jokes all over again!
(T.T)

our class W45G really miss him!
really disappointed when another facilitator takes over his place....

well, it does not matter if he leaves, i still rmb his good teaching and wadeva

LOL!

My own BLOG world

2010-01-15T16:43:00.002+08:00

i want to share something with u guys, just a piece of my mind~

so sorry as my blog was dead for weeks...

i have seen and read on the blogs some ppl had written about:

complains

problems

insults

and many more that are negative and have no fun at all!

those kind of problems will not help or solve anything, not ever in their lives...

it is nothing... just their own pieces of SHITTY problems they have...

think abt it... those shitty problems they have are some people who are very childish/ rebellious/ spoiled especially who have no sense of suffering or being coward.

all they post on their blogs to show others about their problems...

so much MUCH details that means someone is definitely CRAZY!

just a bit or sometime have more details that can be solved with his/her own hands are definitely EXPERIENCED person!

i like this type! the stronger type!

for example, someone posts a VERY LONG DETAIL to share wif u how someone can overcome and says sth that someone feels the same way as the others amd solve the problem with his/her positive thinking, not complain over the shitty and negative ones.

complain a bit can alr but no need to be so much because complain can solve NOTHING!

i bet it is because when someone who wrote his/her shitty blog, he/she is kinda waiting for someone or friends or maybe stranger to approach him/her FIRST and talk abt it...

funny and true, isnt it?

i bet it is!

and wad about ur true friends and what are ur true friends for and what ur true friends can do for u???

true friends can see and tell apart from ur looks, actions and words.

they know what exactly problem u have but of course they do not DARE to ask u because they may be worried that u hate to bring it up or it is too sensitive for u.

i know true friends must not be afraid to ask u what ur problem is...

but u should know that some of ur true friends out there need time to pluck up their courage based on their characters.

That means some friends' characters are not brave, strong and etc. but i believe they DO help u no matter what and also try their very best to help as well.

no need to write on ur blog as if ur mind THINKS that u have no close friend!

LMAO!

it may be UR FAULT that u dun care or really lost touch cos of ur selfish actions for example too busy that u dun bother and etc...

and also no use to write on the blog to let close friends to see it...

it would not help too!

they prefer to meet up face to face or chat DIRECTLY, not exposing to the PUBLIC....

msn ur close friends also can but PLS dun anyhow or randomly choose someone whom u r not close to and chat about ur shitty problem to him/her...

(=_=)

ur true friends can give u advice, encourage u, text u msg and many things that can BRIGHT UP UR LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

unlike random ppl or stranger or not so close friend who merely say to u," ooo~ i see... LOL too bad... that's ur problem..." after listening to ur shitty problem or in another way, they bluff u and sound like as if they pretend to be nice by saying to u," oh~ poor u... jiayou...!".

as a result u cant tell which ones are real friends and which one are fake friends!

what u guys, who have problem, can do???

u guys MERELY go ahead and solve it right NOW!

share the problem to ur close friends or some of family members...

that's enough, alrite!

and also it is not too late...

furthermore, it is no use to complain get back for the better lives or turn back

ppl wrote these for the public to see or their friends to see...

is tat ppl wrote tat in order to have others PITY on them???

that's really pathetic!

i only like to read how fun and how meaningful the blogs are...

i know it is up to ppl whether they like to put or not, be positive or negative...

honestly, i do not know what ppl are really thinking especially some of my friends...

u guys ever know what i am thinking right now and what i really want...

i only prefer reading ppl writing on their blogs:

say something that is MEANINGFUL

share GOOD prior knowledge

tell how GOOD and FUN outings are

and many more that's positive!

i dun get it why some of ppl as well as some of u guys i know are really idiots!

aigoooo!

that's all i wanna share.

it is not i wanna to OFFENSE u and others...

just tell u, sharing...

LOL!

My FAMILY OUTING to Marina Barrage

2010-01-02T22:25:00.006+08:00

that's not bad to spend myself a time with my family

ever if it is quite boring but very refreshing!
:)

my dad drove us there...
hard to find to park our car cos carpark was fully packed with cars...
so we parked our car outside, along the road!
LOL

next, my mom brought my bro to play wif water

i walked around wif my dad~

nah, while we were walking, saw a group of teens who wore cosplay costumes!
they are gorgeous!
(^^)
of course they got their own perfect skin and their height was just right (about 164cm to 185cm) as well as their silm bodies (no fat)!
woohooo!
:P

that time i was surprised that my dad dunno wad cosplay was...
(=_=)
so i explained to him all...
he's so funny
hahas!

then...take a rest on the floor and enjoyed watching beautiful sunset!

that nice photo i had ever taken!

she is my bro's friend...
she looks like korea, isn't she!?
hahaha!
how cute~

surprisedly, another a group of cosplayers came, just a few miles from us where we sat to enjoy watching sunset....

i like that photo!
haha i really love my style of taking photo!
LOL
:)

zoom!
can see them clearly...
but too bad that it is so blur....

times had passed by slowly....

till evening...
we enjoyed our homemake dinner to the max!
yummy!

~ the light glows in the dark evening~

after dinner, i just had fun to take a photo of my bro...
he looked like spiderman, isn't he????
hahas!

playing "police, killer & normal people" game

after game, we went home at 10 plus...
tired but i wanna go there again to enjoy EVENING BREEZE!!!!!!
(>.<)

that's all!
hahas!

LET'S WELCOME 2010 <3

2010-01-01T16:19:00.006+08:00

wooohoooo!

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE INCLUDING MY LOVED ONES!

+bye bye 2009 & welcome 2010+

i wish u guys including myself to spend more of good times ahead of us in 2010 tgt!

we also must treasure our most beloved and sweet moment of our times in 2009, not ever rmb those bad times alrite~

HOPE

HAPPINESS

JOY

LOVE

OPPORTUNITIES

those all are ahead of u right away!!!

cheers, babes & hunks!

2009-12-31T16:42:00.002+08:00

LOL!

i have been very busy recently cos i always hang out wif my ex-classmates, ex-scholars and etc....

haha!

in fact, i dun spend more more more MORE time on my studies...

(T.T)

ah yes, i am not studies noob!

i will BLOG abt my exciting outings as soon as i receive many original photos frm my childhood babe!

heehee!

perhaps more than 200 photos!

whoooooaaaaa!

P.S. photos will arrive SOON!

usually i upload photos to FB

and for blog, i will upload a bits

2009-12-23T18:18:00.009+08:00

LET'S LISTEN TO JANG GEUN SEOK!

that's so AMAZED!

a very young actor like him can be a GOOD singer!

woohooo!

*scream*

C'mon, baby!

Let's go, baby!

2009-12-23T17:21:00.008+08:00

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!

that korean drama is so nice!

that drama beside BOF and Coffee Prince i have watched...

i RECOMMEND u guys MUST watch it!

haha!

and i found randomly in youtube...

IT IS FUCKN' HOT and COOL!

FER REAL!

~woooohoooooooo~

here is two videos:

i like that cool background and also the way she dances!

that best media ever shoot especially korean!

they never fail to entertain me!

that one is ooooo HOT!~

2009-12-18T15:34:00.001+08:00

Debuted: 17 december 2009

YoZ!

i went to meet jiayi first at CG MRT before going to airport tgt to see ivy off back to her hometown...

LOL!

O gosh!

i was shocked to see her when she came, wearing such the hottie sunglasses even if outside had alr RAINED!

(=_=)

nah, i got it after she explained it to me abt her poor eye degree and also bought a wrong pack of contact lens...

she wore her sunglasses that had its degree as a result...

haha!

on the train on the way.......

we talked alot of things and also got alot of problems to share.

i really really REALLY pity jiayi the most!

HAIZ!

there is something i can help her with but not much, of course.

anyway, JIAYOU jiayi!

let have a peace in ur mind right now, girl!

and forget it as if it is not ur life or business to solve other ppl's problem but only can help others by giving a good piece of advice.

that's all, babe!

(^^)

nah, reaching airport at early in one hour and no one was there...

-___-

so we continued talking...

we really were not tired of talking alot of stuffs!?

heeheee!

oh yea, i was good at distracting her from having macdonald breakfast as soon as possible!

and she missed it!

muhahahaha!

lala~

then finally, diyana came!

took photos to kill a bit of time...

and talked some more!

LOL!

then one by one...

boys and girls came tgt to eat lunch including:

jack

aloy

janice

rachel

chanying

layling

joyce

after that, we went to budget terminal....

~behind the scene~

C'MON, HUNKS!

we r available!

our guy expectations:

#1. hottie, got 6 abs too!

(less than 6 and 4 or 2 abs is NOT ALLOWED! xD)

#2. smart, not noob or geek pls!

(can help us hor)

#3. funny, not idiot, embarrassed or ugly pls!

(can make us laugh)

#4. too handsome for words!

(ummm...?)

#5. tall, at least 175cm!

(who knows we LOVE to wear the HIGH HEEL shoes and we may be reached up to 165-jiayi and 170-me! :P)

#6. have many interesting things to talk!

(blah blah blah! pls dun be sooo IRRITATING! ;D)

#7. sporty, be a PRO!

(can make us going "WOOOOW!")

P.S. NO GAY! GAY IS OUT OUT OOOOOOOUT!

LOL!

bwahahahahah!
:D

just for fun!

then ivy and her family arrived.

joked, talked and played hor.....

i cant verify it

then when ivy entered the departure gate, some of our girls cried especially layling...

(=_=)

why cry at this time....?!

she is not dead yet and she will be BACK SOON!

(~_~)
alamak!

you know why that ivy wrote those letters to give u guys in order to make u happy, not to cry.

u guys must rmb what she had written to u:

cy should LAUGH since u r called the laughing machine...

dy should F**K around since ivy had known ur favourite saying,"What the bloody hell r u doing %*&#?!"...

rach should act BLUR...

janice should TALK MORE...

bravo jiayi, she never cry!

but of course i knew she tried to control her tears...

and those bad boys were making fun of our girls...

(=_=)

next, we went to meet patrick at VIVO City after pondering over wad place we should go to hang out...

so much FUN despite of raining!

playing with a flying object...

*i dunno wad this is called... LOL!

ya, we took alot of crazy photos and videos till evening....

after tat, we went to have dinner...

talk so much again woohooooo!

wow!

i never see janice talking to boys alot, more than us...LOL!

they must get along well!

next, we went to the arcade...

but rachel and jy went home first lol...

of course they were tired....

so boring liao after playing just for less than 40min...

*yawn*

and boys are sooo FREAKN' CRAZY over video games!

(=_=)

and also some girls are FREAKN' CRAZY especially janice!

so cy, dy and i went home...

those freaks were so busy to say "bye bye" to us...

wth....

all their DAMN eyes focused on the screens.....

GEEZ!

*wish i can poke their eyes wif my kungfu "V" fingers*

LOL!

anyway

that's a good day i ever had!

that's all! byeeeee!

zzzzz!

2009-12-15T14:08:00.012+08:00

debuted: 12 december 2009

Xmas party <3

~the SWEETIE MEMORIES~

(^^)

last night (11 dec), i just got home so late after sth going on...

and some more i had to finish my homework(RJ)....

geez!

man... this sux to the max!

(>.<)

totally tired of typing out this and that!

and also slept so damn late

then in the morning(12 dec)...

i woke up so damn early all thanks to the change of the plan from 11am to 9am.

it was cuz all the errands we had to run asap before the party starts.

woohooo, seem like quite many ppl borrowed my hair spray including hair perm and etc.

lol!

i am glad to lend but not too much!

haha!

however, i was not excited and looking forward to tat event!

i was actually not prepared, had no confident and stood on the stage, talking & signing abt games!

i quickly practiced by myself with such a pathetic face of mine before setting out to the hotel...

gosh!

ppl told me to clam down...

how can i calm down ever if i have ever practiced much....

all thanks to wan qi's last min informing me abt that...

(=_=)

next is my THE MOST UNLUCKY ONE...

when wan qi blames me for not save the ppt into her thumbdrive as she found out that ppt is not there in the lappy...

(T.T)

she is so fierce....

brwaaa!

so i have to go back to mhi to copy file into her drive...

very long distance from hotel to mhi and then back to hotel from mhi under damn hot sun really KILL me!

ooorrrraaaaghhhh!

lala~

so many things i had to do at the ballroom of that certain hotel.

i cant verify them!

oh yah, one more thing...

u guys saw me HOW NERVOUS I LOOK when i came up to the stage!

(>.<)

i felt that i did poorly and did it wrongly...

especially that prize-giving time...

i ever cant rmb who won 2nd for puzzle and 2nd and 3rd for the bible sudoku...

argh~

P.S. i bet some ppl including ginny and wan qi "blame" me for this....

shit.. my own fault!

haiz!

that's my lesson...

then when there gonna be a tea break...

I MISS TALKING TO MY LITTLE HONEYS!!!!

jiayi

ivy

rachel

hauen

divya

yue e

and many more ppl whom i had talked that day!

I LOVE U GUYS ALL <3

and also THANKS TO MY LITTLE BABES for feeding me their YUMMY foods!

haha!

that time...

i, as a usher had to stand and guide guests to the door/ show the way, cannot eat first before guests or VIPs...

that's why i am soo damn hungry

lol!

finally, i bet u guys really enjoy this when party is over.

cool!

and.... my feet were HURT BADLY after walking around and standing for hours!

PHOTO TIME before leaving

she is so gorgeous, isn't she?

P.S. she had burned her spectacles already.

haha!

but her table manner.... HAIZ!

i am glad tat she had not change a bit, still a bitchy babe.

haha!

;)

miss her so much liao!

never see her face for soo long

divya, nice dress u have gotten!

(^^)

GOSH!

hauen called me, telling me tat weilie was THERE!

i was so surprised tat he changed his hair style...

(O_O)

C'mon weilie, u should play around more!

oh yes!

HAUEN!

miss you, babe!

NAFA must be tough for u...

lol anyway, JIAYOU!

and ur performance is not bad!

*thumb up*

u too, rachel coooold (koh)!

back at MHI DIC:

the glamour photo that i LOVE THE MOST!

ooooooo~~~~~

as soon as the snow falls....

MERRY XMAS IN ADVANCED!!!

gonna be a night time....

meet my darling SAC girls at arcade!

wow!

janice, the younger generation, is so PRO at video game!

(=_=)

where has my power gone to?

(O_O)

and wad happened to rachel's blur power?

haha!

serve arthur and ernest right for losing their faces!

there is no way for them to bully her anymore

muhahaha!

ah, i PRO at play music video!

got C.... B and finally A!

wooohooooo!

but still it is only basic step(level 1 to 3)... sure easy for me, man...

haha!

=_=

so i will try to get the advanced step (up to level 4) to be A!

P.S. even if at the advance step... i still get C three times in a row.... SHIT!

nice SNAP, huifun!

haha!

anyway, ivy and me got alot of things to talk;

girl stuffs

gossips

haha!

nothing so serious mah...

keke!

i wanna that kind of camera!

(>.<)

snap snap snap till it spoils lol!

joking hor!

my craziness will be back SOON!

NOW, that's all i have said and posted!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2009-12-04T22:52:00.004+08:00

haha!

i have changed to my NEW blog skin!

not bad hor!

(^^.)

*P.S. i alr have blown the dust away and refresh it.*

nah, that's all...

ya i am damn lame cos i dunno wat to say anymore...

mood swing all thanks to that monster UT2 who wanna make me having white hair!

(>.<)

psst! i miss the fun today...

that captain's ball....

argh!

how should i look forward to it?

i cant wait, oh man...

many things are coming and cut into my ways....

(T.T)

2009-11-16T20:28:00.004+08:00

debuted: 14 & 15 november

ALPHA CAMP IS AWESOME FUN!

u ever know that i become too lazy to blog lately!
>.<

i just simply post up the photos step by step...
from morning to night...
first day to last day....

all of us gather tgt
:)
haiz!
steven, joeeng, yewkim and airin... all waited for me... :P
thanks to them for not leaving me behind!
haha!

but they blamed me cos i was the one who caused them to be late for the alpha meeting...
lala~
who cares hor
xP

meeting starting soon after small breakfast....

nice toliet with FEMALE LOGO made out of "diamonds"!
i prefer a luxury one.
:x

nah, of course u know me well that i love living in ______ city and ______ life...
haha!
still, i understand how tough being poor is... ya... but hard to explain here...
lol!

my roommate is LYNETTE!
haha!

then i went inside that nice room after meeting and lunch @ lobby...
but u see bathroom sooo revealed... can see someone bathing inside and also shitting there...
:S
luckily, got curtain!
phew!
=_=

nice bed...make me feel wanna sleep for LIFE! hoho!
rest straight away...

after resting for a while, we all gather again for our own meeting about going out to swim! cool!
yewkim and i were pondering over for sooo long whether we wanna join to play or not...
and finally, we joined...played for only less than 20min!
(>.<)

SWIM BATTLE! :)

after swimming.... went out to have DINNER! woooohoooo!

after dinner, another meeting...
and then after meeting, my team went to my room to practice our drama for the next day...
think for so long abt wad is holy spirit and etc till 1 or 2am plus....
zzzzz!

think of good scenes...
and all thanks to steven made too much jokes that distracted them and also all thanks to lazy yanyu for leaving too many task on me....!
haiz...
in the end, we copied the acts frm one of the movies...
-___________-

on the last day...
meeting and drama time...
during drama time, other teams beside my team were so pro siex that can make ppl laugh especially wan qi and her sis!
cool!

then..................... go home~

lynette's team!
but two ppl are missing...
:s

2009-11-07T13:46:00.011+08:00

2012 End of World Survival

yes, u see some people believe that 2012 is the end of the world.
EARTH WILL BE GONE?

it makes me wonder...

and i also asked rafiqah that kind of qns at McDonald last two friday...

but i somehow believe myself that those, who believe about the end of the world, are THE MOST DUMBEST ONES!
why do they BELIEVE IT?

i know that those ones who start this kind of joke to innocent ppl just to make money.

i am sorry.
i dun mean to offense ya, okay...
but that is BULLSHIT, alrite.

cuz there is:
NO STRONG EVIDENCE...
NO SCIENTIFIC PROOF...
ONLY LAME INTUITION & FANTASY THINKING...
(movie and rumor)

furthermore, does bible say abt the end of the world...?

(O_O)

meh?
yes, God is coming to save us from despair and etc...
and God does love us despite of our wrongdoings...
must have He destroy the mother earth including us?
destory our dream to be what we want to be and desire for?
destroy sth we finally achieve after putting so much effort with our blood and sweat?

NO WAY HE DOES THAT!

he will never do like that

I BELIEVE HIM.

if he really did that... what will i think of him...

i am uncertain of it...

it can be lost my trust in Him...

perhaps his reason should be more sensible...

ah, the GREAT historian and scientist; NOSTRADAMUS...
he obviously does not think that 2012 is the end of the world, because his predictions go to 3797, that's just the end of his prophecies and still not the end of the world.

in addition, it is obvious to millions of people including my family who know exactly what this means and that it is NOT the end, but a NEW cycle and most people that know this believe it will bring in a GOLDEN AGE.

that time i rmb i dream on 28 october(wed) abt the end of the world....
i rmb very well what i had seen in my dream.....
i can see the destructed RP buildings in front of my OWN eyes on the beginning of dream...
am i in YEAR 3, almost by the time i graduate from RP?
and among the few survivors, i am one of them

ah, and thanks to *YWD* for saving me all along in my dream.
then what happened to me at the end of my dream?
i really do not know...
i dun wanna see such disgusted things... dead corpse... blood... scream...
i merely close my eyes and ears, dun wanna see and i wanna to wake up asap!
>.<

is my dream trying to warn me?

i am CERTAIN of it that 2012 is out of REALITY.

one thing i wanna tell you certain guys...

PLS DUN THINK I DO GIVE AN EXCUSE!

AND PLS DUN STRESS ME ANYMORE!

THE MORE U FORCE ME, THE MORE I WANT TO GIVE UP!

DUN PUT & SQUEEZE UNNECESSARY REQUESTS INTO MY PRECIOUS TIME!

POLY, TRAINING, STUDY, LONG TIME AND SOON-TO-BE FRIENDS & FAMILY WHOM I NEED TO KEEP MY BOND STRONG WITH TO CARRY ON FOR MY FUTURE.

NEXT TIME, I WILL TELL U RIGHT STRAIGHT AWAY.

I CANT HELP SINCE I ALREADY HAD BEEN HONEST!

so pls dun blame me...

and also it is my choice and my own limitation.

NEXT, I KNOW WHAT MY PARENTS AGREE AND WHAT MY PARENTS OBJECT TO.

IT WAS NOT MY CHOICE WHEN COMES TO YOUR IMPORTANT REQUESTS.

i had already meet their expectation.

i also do ask them for permission to make sure abt it...

IF U WERE ME, U SEE WHAT KIND OF MY LIFE IS?

OR U WANT TO MAKE MY LIFE WORSE BY GOING AGAINST MY PARENTS?

WANT ME TO MAKE THEM LOST THEIR TRUST ON ME THRICE OVER THE LONG PERIOD OF TIME?

it is tough to make them trust me again all thanks to someone!

that changes their mindsets...

I ADMIT IT IS MY FAULT BUT WHY U PPL DUN UNDERSTAND ME?

SEE MY LIFE IS LIKE THIS AS IF IT IS AN EASY STORY & U DUN BOTHER TO SEE MY FULL AND LONG STORY SO U JUMP TO THAT CONCLUSION?!

U R LUCKY TO HAVE NICE FAMILY RULE THAT ALLOWS U TO GO OUT ANYTIME, RIGHT?

TO U GUYS, MY FAMILY, MY FAMILY RULE AND I R SUX TO THE MAX, OK?

UP TO U THINK THAT I AM AN UNLUCKY ASSHOLE THAT FUCK U AROUND!

GO AWAY!

i am tired of it...

2009-11-02T21:46:00.012+08:00

YOz!!!
\(^o^)/

finally updated after such a long time of being busy!
;P

P.S. i bet u (LP) are happy right away upon seeing my post!
fufu!
:D

hahahaha!
surprise fer ya...
keke!
thanks a million times for ur help for G103 module!
(^v^)

anyway, i am in very GOOD MOOD~
only last for a while, man...
:(

but all thanks to my powerful brain, parents, someone and my darling friends for their supports & advices that i manage to get As!
:P

(enlargen it if u wanna see my As and comments from my faciltators)
*grin*

marketing B216 & web and media communication C111
i got As straight away 4 times in 4 weeks!
so two modules...
hmmm...
to be 8As!
yay!
better than asshole semester 1
lol!

all thanks to *YWD* who has helped, taught and also inspired me!
although i hate him the most for his "arrogant" attitude and he also is the one who scolds me sometimes for my own goods during team discuss and presentaton...

but i should be grateful!
:)
and same for my friends!
lala~

and the rest of modules sux to the max~
just only got Bs...
but i will do my best, alrite~
fighting!

however, i somehow am in BAD MOOD right NOW!
(>.<)
geez!

ut1 exams is coming right NOW, NOW!
omfgosh!

and there another ut2 on the beginning of december to the mid of december!

that means i am gonna bonker over time for being a volunteer for xmas party and my ut2 and my training for the coming of badminton competition at end of december....!!!???

argh~
(T.T)

c'mon, gal!
cheers!

hahas!

2009-10-24T12:52:00.005+08:00

~my piece of thought~

LIVING IN DOG-EAT-DOG WORLD

Most dogs, beside the abused dogs, seem to have an easy life like sleeping a lot, getting fed and getting medical care when they are sick or injured.

People take their dogs out for a walk or play.

What a great life do the dogs have, right?

Well, we say people with a similar, carefree existence enjoy a dog’s life.

People have no troubles or responsibilities and can come and go as they please, sleep all day, and never have to work.

However not everyone has it so easy.

In fact, some people say we live in a dog-eat-dog world.

That means many people are competing among themselves for the same things, like good jobs, academy achievements and positions.

In order to be successful, a person has to work like a dog that have to work very, very hard.

Such hard work can make people dog-tired.

And, the situation could be worse if they became sick as a dog.

Still, people say every dog has its day which means that every person enjoys a successful period during his or her life.

To be successful, people often have to learn new skills.

Yet, some people say that you can never teach an old dog new tricks.

They believe that older people do not like to learn new things and will not change the way they do things.

Some people are compared to dogs in bad ways like those who are unkind or uncaring can be described as meaner than a junkyard dog.

Junkyard dogs live in places where people throw away things they do not want while mean dogs are often used to guard this property.

Mean dogs bark or attack people who try to enter the property.

However, sometimes a person appears to be mean and threatening but is really not so bad.

We can say his bark is worse than his bite.

2009-10-20T13:28:00.007+08:00

~COGNITIVE PROCESS & PROBLEM SOLVING~

that's my presentation i did for today's problem.

such gorgeous ppl!

P.S. i do this as much as i like since i am leader of team!

lala!

very fun

got more pictures but lazy to upload

nah!

i have been a leader of that module two times and too be an assistant for my leader once in every week in 3 weeks...

i understand how stressful the leader is after i have tasted my own position as a leader of my team...

all thanks to God for saving me frm trouble where i suddenly went blank in the mid of presenting

and also thanks to Him for help me to guide my team to work together effectively!

i must think of more and beyond good explanation and solution to solve every problem statements

yet i get mostly B and rarely get A!

zzzz!

why!?

oh ah, getting grade C becomes so few lately compared to last semester!

muhahahahaha!

gosh!

same for maths module too....

my members choose me cos they can see me having many good "common sense" answer in my WS as well as can explain on some questions they dun get it.....

lols!

but being a leader is a great lesson for me to learn!

2009-10-17T15:12:00.006+08:00

last night on 16 OCTOBER!
i went to watch the movie with yue e!
oh my gosh!
watch till 11.30pm!
and then reach home at 12.30am!!!

it is KOREAN movie- HAEUNDAE

that was sooOOOOOO SAD STORY!

million MILLION ppl die during that WORST DISASTER!
:(

I RECOMMEND U THAT IT IS A GREAT MOVIE EVER!

the best movie i ever have seen!

best in my movie list i have watched all my life!

of course i also like one of japanses movie- koizora, sky of love

u rmb abt my nose being blocked

and i was angry why hiro must die of cancer...

lol!

and to be true...

i have seen many love stories in many movies like example of koizora...

but all are too common as well as fantasy movies like harry potter or horror like aliens/ghosts or psycho like murderer/crime or supernatural like resident evil: extinction.

this haeundae movie is sth that give me a very different feelings like a real life experience and too "duty"!

COOL!

especially those BRAVE PEOPLE above!

1) the "long-lost" or "divorced" lovely couple (mom hugged little girl and beside mom was a dad)....

dad had lost trust by an idiot chief hence, he suffered a lot of stress by trying to warn people about the coming of the mega disaster.... and also the couple gave their precious daughter away to the rescue team due to the limited number of people saved so in the end, both of them... haiz!

2) the prince of sea, the lifesaver (on the second right, wore black shirt)...
he sacrificed his life to that COWARD BASTARD into the deadly and raged sea...!

that woman (beside the lifesaver, wore white blouse) was so sad to see him like this in her own eyes!
$#@&!!!!

that coward bastard.... he is such a pain in the ass!

the lifesaver and that woman are so hard to get together, hardly together till the last moment because of coward bastard.........

(T.T)

3) the loser (first on the left, wore green shirt)...
despite his cowardice, he saved 13 people on the water....

haha!

his expression is so funny!

but he also lost his one and only loved one due to his selfish act....

i really feel sad for him and also somehow angry with him...

so i got mixed feeling abt him.

4) the fisherman and the orphan (blue shirt man and the woman behind him)...
well, i kinda hard to explain
:P

no kidding!

it is already too sad enough!

grieve over their deaths....

BOOHOOOO!!!!!

i cried in the dark cinema

no one can see my face with sour look!

my jacket is wet with my salty tears

LOL!

2009-10-14T14:54:00.000+08:00

~LAUGH GAG ONLY~

:)

Solution for unhappy employees

Don't park your car like this please…

How dare the sheep is? And where should it go next… suicide?

Take this cool Ride

Is that You? Such a cool pose!

Practise safe sex? Only DUMB people will follow that instruction!

2009-10-10T08:24:00.004+08:00

go MV Doulos @ harbourfront!

walk up to the bridge~

wat's wif joeeng?

(O_O)
lol!

it make me feel secure upon I step on the ship!

AND!

i like to see such nice view on the sea!

n i like the cool and smell like sea wind~~~

+staircase that lend us to go inside the ship+

the ppl in the ship shared their stories
and the stories abt God they told us were very amazing!

they got many cool and creative ideas and demos to tell us the story that relate to GOD <3>
*P.S. lazy to take more photo of other ppl beside that bread man...*

during that time when the bread man told us to draw and explain on wat we imagined...

fufufufu~
i drew that picture so ugly
:x
i dunno why i lost my fashion idea…
(T.T)

other team drew it…
not bad!
;)

ah, that's all...

lol

too lazy to blog more abt it

2009-10-03T21:35:00.003+08:00

wei tjin and yan zhen’s HAPPY wedding!

haha!
i wore that blue dress…
totally uncomfortable!
:S
cuz i long time never wear any skirt!
:P
keke!
*dun feel like wearing dress anymore*

haiz!
i somehow regret that i dun get the best dress…
oops!
lalala~
no more $$$
:(

i see………………….
ginny wore super nice dress!
joe eng wore super sexy blouse and a pair of jeans!
lynette wore super mature dress!

and yew kim wore super luxury dress!
(T.T)
*sob*

met my friends first....

then went to the church...
and then watched them getting marry

so sweet of them being so nervous and shy

haha!

after that, we took bus to sentosa to have buffet

SBS blocked the nice trees behind me!
=.=

:D

ALL THANKS to me for lending and helping her to put on makeup

to make her look gorgeous!

same for yew kim...

and they also should thank to ginny for helping them as well!

:P

OMGOSH!
i looked scary, man…?
(>.<)

nah, finally reach buffet!

a lot of guests were invited

and that restaurant at the hotel looked so LUXURY!

whoooohoooo!

haha!
did i look like a daughter of erni and victor, didn't i?
lol!
xD
joking!

P.S. erni looked so elegant and victor look like VIP MC.

lolz!

(^.^)

smile, JOYCE!

then there had a speech frm wei tjin’s best friend~
talk abt wei tjin's life...

his parents...

his wife...

and her parents...
lolz!

next…
LUNCH TIME!
whoa!
ladies and youngsters went first!
i took 3~4 plates of food!
:P

nice and delicious food!
*make me drool*
hehe!

especially lobsters!

kyah!

haha!
u noe that I am greedy over only FOOD!
muhahahahaha!
*P.S. dun blame my FAT stomach*
xP

lynette, the driver!

:D

BLEAH!
:P

i am shortie

only 164cm....

i am somehow sad

cos i wanna be tall like her

lols!

when it ended…
all of us, MHI took photos together before leaving buffet.
WAT A GREAT MEMORIES!
;)

2009-10-01T20:07:00.005+08:00

that's nice polaroid photo!
:D
<3

anyway,

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!

haha!

my random finding

Travel deep inside yourself

without the baggage of conditioning.

Be an explorer,

have patience

and eventually your true nature will surface.

You will return from your journey

with fresh skin

and you will approach each day

with a wonderful sense of wonder and bliss.

Live your life as it's giving once,

use it as you wish,

laugh on tough day's

and drop a tear or two on death day's.

Life is good and so is time.

Love every moment of it and you will be fine.

2009-09-30T17:54:00.010+08:00

Just My Random Post

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He was always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..... "Just take care of my eyes dear...."
"I'll always love you forever... " he added in his last sentence.

2009-09-23T20:26:00.016+08:00

lala!
meet divya and others…

wat a pity tat jia yi dun come along…
as well as my SACSS friends~

haha…
P.S. steven said that divya’s plan is lousy.
keke!
it is ok if she learns to plan the better one next time mah.
:D

tat was a rotten day sia!
we cant go ETP…
argh~
it was closed down all cos of leon’s stupid suggestion!
=.=
but somehow we r stupid too for following him to ETP…
:x
wat a dumb grp of HI we r…!
lol!

stay there for lunch @ foodcourt!
yea, we r SUPER HUNGRY right away.

and that is THE MOST INTERESTING THING I wanna share wif u guys!
muhahaha!
*evil laugh!*
it is ALL abt steven!
keke!

see that guy is leon’s friend
gay, isn’t he
haha!
he always gave steven
countless sweet KISSES,
quick WINKS,
hugged around him
& squeezed his butts!
there he went like as if he groaned from pain
:x
+no offense PLS+
hohoho!

OMGOSH!
waaahahahahah!
i really laugh so HARD
when seeing steven having goosebumps from those disgusted actions of leon’s friend!
lol!
my tummy hurt frm laughter…

after lunch…
finally reach ECP by taxi!
abandon leon and his friends…
(^.^)
who cares!
lol
and meet yue e there!
haha!

buy bicycles and get ready to CYCLE!
woooohoooooo!

cycle along~

siex!
many accidents occurred us!
(>.<)

steven fell down countless time…
*shake head*
how silly…

P.S. he wanna show off how cool he is at skating.
just jk!
:P

and I got knock down by aloysius…
it is right hit at my butt so HARD!
now when got home to take shower… i can see BIG MIXED GREEN, YELLOW & BLUEBLACK on my butt…!
zzzzzzzzz!
what the #%$#%^….
:(
lol!

anyway, nothing is serious
haha!

finally at fishing point…
it is where divya give up cycling…
=.=
seem like she was super tired.
lol!
her legs had become JELLY!
:P

++

cool wind!

relaxing~

after stay there for a while…
cycle and drop off at toilet
to wash ourselves and buy drinks frm vending machine!
:P

u see she was angry at me wif saying F@#%…
=.=
guess it was cos of my stupid reply to her…
lol!
hehe!
It is soooo FUN to make her angry!
:x
lalala~

OMGOSH!
xP
steven was gonna cry when cheeky aloysius tried to rape him!!!
*he cant use his fist to beat aloysius up, just standing STILL like a frozen ice….*
muhahahahahahaha!
(***p.s. this makes me goosebumps!***)
keke!

haha!
go back to take a rest @ MCDONALD!

go to beach!

i do love JUMPING!

jump to reach higher~~~

bwahahaha!
thanks to that pro photographer!!!
xP
i forget who took that photo above…
nicole maybe?
do i look like sort of STAR!?
fufufufu!
cos u see aloysius is sort of co-worker help out…
very common u see on tv!
u noe wat i mean….
lol!
haha!

i laugh at myself...
am i crazy?
lol!

:P

hehehe!

who loves me?
and who i love?
"LOVE ME, LOVE ME NOT~~~~"

i want to be like the SKY...
it is so big tat it can cover the WHOLE WORLD!
that is what i can see and go wif u wherever u go!
to be DAY or NIGHT!
<3
:)

beach babes!
;P

#1

#2

#3

stroll~

play water wif divya <3

P.S. I ran away cos I saw a big disgusted dead fish wif its body cut into half….
ewww!

after that…
dinner along side of the beach~
enjoy cool breeze!
:)

lalala~

play at arcade @ DG after ECP...
totally boring!
ah, i got home so late at night!
zzzz!

sweetie babes, i got goooood time wif ya <3

2009-09-22T21:19:00.009+08:00

that's really a LONG LONG post!

muhahahaha!

debut
19 to 21 sept
+IPOH, MALAYSIA+

haha!
i went there for mission trip.
over there…
i got a lot of things to hear and learn from others as well as speak to others!
:D
and too I got to know more abt my friends especially priscilla!
keke!

before I went to ipoh…
i stayed at joe eng’s hse!
haha!
very fun to play PS3 wif her as a partner!
RESIDENT EVIL 5 is DAMN COOL!
hehehehe!
play… play… PLAY!!!
till 2 plus am on the same day when we left for ipoh!
slept only for 2 hours…
zzz!
dun care lor
hahax!

all thanks to joe eng and her grandma!
cooked dinner for us and bought breakfast for us…
and…
prepared me a blanket, bed, towel and so on.

woke up at 3.45am…
(first day)
then reached airport at 5am…
early, isn’t it?
:)

saying “bye bye” to her ahma

and wandered around the shops to kill time…
since we had gotten a lot of spared time.

lalala~

see joe eng imitated the lady in the picture…
:P

tsk…
waiting for the gate to open so we can board the plane!
;P

at that time was the most scary incident I had ever felt!
joe eng almost lost her key!!!
(>.<) i was so worried so i helped her to find it…

siex!

and thanks to nice security guard help to scan to find her key!

phew!!!

if not…. how can she open her luggage!?

lol!

reach ipoh~
took bus…
super long hours…
zzzzzzzz!
i snoozed off in the bus wif my ugly sleeping pose!
keke!
XD

nah, I caught a glimpse of beautiful insight.

finally reach YMCA!

then…
MINE TURN TO SPEAK!!!
(>.<)

talk… talk… TALK!!!

since I am a leader of game….

thanks to ginny to interpret in sign language for me!

ipoh ppl can understand well!

ah, i was stressed before my game started~
really!
no joke!
my brain is gonna fry wif a lot of thinking!
haha!

like as if i had nervous wrecked!

Thanks to my hardwork, GOD’s guide and too others’ help!!!
My game went WELL and SMOOTHLY!
Hee!

specially thanks:
anthony
dr keng and his wife
joe eng
ginny

vanessa
and those who had helped me!
:)

talked abt the meaning of the game-

victor keng’s grp won first!

lynette’s grp won second!

lols!

blah blah BLAH~
many other activities…
non-stop!
till 1am…

oh ya!
we had eaten the famous ipoh chicken rice, bean spout and seasonal noodle for supper!
so DAMN DELICIOUS!
hahax!
tat chicken rice tastes very different frm Singapore chicken rice.
lolz!

at that night time on the first day…
I FELL SICK!
=.=
Guess it was due to my nervous breakdown or lack of rest!
(>.<)

EXHUASTED!

woke up 6am… (second day)

having breakfast…

then went to church...

the song we had sung was not bad!
:)
it can help me to recover frm my sickness!
yay!
thanks GOD!
xD

then went shopping to buy famous coffee, fruits and snacks!
yummy!
:P

there we got a dinner party!
victor keng is MC!
cool, isn’t he?
haha!
got lots of good fun taking photos wif ipoh ppl
and too did other interesting things!
(^.^)

u see me wearing not nice clothes...just a t-shirt...

(T.T)

cos no time to change...!

SO RUSH!

haha!
that baby boy is so CUTE AND NAUGHTY!
kyah~

my hair is in a MESS!
i was the only one who took care of him on the last dinner period.
zzz!
super tired to look after him
like he ran this and that…

and i had to chase after him everywhere!
(>.<)

so i asked joe eng and ginny to take care of him for a while for me to rest

lalala~

tat child of our guest...

u see ginny asked baby to kiss her cheek…
hehe!

balloons!

just for fun!

lol!

took tons of photos!

one of my roommates

wif erni

ipoh youths

victor keng was tired...

being tough as MC!

end of dinner party~
all ppl from tat party!

then my roommates and I went to guys’ room to talk a lot of lame jokes!
muhahaha!
so funny sia!
laughed till I died
(=.=)
talk and laugh till 2am~
kekekeke~

woke up at 7am…
(last day)
did other things….

sth like worship or wadeva

barely rmb lor!

*my memory is poor*

then went to the restaurant!

SO SPICY!
but very nice!
:)

P.S. i was sooo impatient for the arriving of food... forget to take photo of a table with the fullest of food....

:x

after lunch…
took bus to airport
so old and outdated!
my first time to see that kind of airport!
P.S. I forget to take a photo…
(>.<)

lol!

see FIREFLY!
nice, isn’t it!
heehee!

we quickly took more pictures before entering the plane!
:P

nice clouds!!!
like as if I was ALREADY in HEAVEN!
hahax!

FINALLY GO BACK TO SINGAPORE!!!
Mummy and Daddy!
brrwaaaaaaa!
haha!
Jkjk!

thank you to those who waited at airport to welcome us!
xD

xue hui
joyce
steven
and so on

hee!
that’s all I have said!
bye! <3

2009-09-11T15:40:00.004+08:00

haha!

SHE got a COOL POST tat i LIKE SOOO MUCH!
xD

i am NOT FLATTER!
i am SERIOUS, TOTALLY SERIOUS!
:P

u, lipoh...

bestie friend :)

lala~

hee!

****************************************************
here the msg she wrote:

and was talking to zm lol

and she.. .was sayin tat my sense of humour have IMPROVED (that is soooo nice man)...
keke...

and she said that we could go for entertainment show...
so i suggested we go for america idol.. .she said that she sacred of being kena shoot...

hahahaha...

P.S from me: she got a good idea of drawing! ;)

she said i was BAD and i am still smiling...

ahahaha...
no offence ok(i have put a question mark.. it shows tat i am asking is tat wat u wann)...

keke...
aniway.... i am prepared for the WARRRRR that you LONGED to have...
sooooooooooooooo...
-BEWARE-
...because DANGER is arising...
********************************************************

cool, isn't she?
:D
she can drive me to grave frm making me laugh till i suffocate!

haha!

i am looking forward to ur latest and funniest POST!
hehe~

2009-09-09T16:48:00.007+08:00

YOZ!

u see my post rite here, LIPOH~

MY DEAR BUDDY!

i really love ur naughty and sly JOKE!

and u love to see me piss off when i found out u fool me...

lol!

but wait till this friday...

i am gonna *** ya during badminton training

bwhahahahaha!

*evil laugh*

so do prepare to meet ur doom!

lala~

i am joking!

+no offense+

hee!

do MSN more in class in next semester

and DRINK more ICE LEMON TEA!!!!

*u & i, ice lemon tea lovers*

haha!

P.S. i miss my game wif ya & wanna go to ur place asap!

2009-09-08T16:28:00.004+08:00

FINALLY MEET JIAYI TODAY!

HOW MANY YEARS HAVE PASSED!?

lolololol

she kisses my camera
cos she loves my hp brand!
she HATES her CURRENT hp!
hee~

muhahaha!

where she is looking at?
(O_O)
c'mon, bitchy queen... look at camera luh~
haha!
joking lor
;)

long time never see her, man!

miss ya so much!
muack!!!
<3

jiayi is pretty, isn't she?
lovely DRAMA QUEEN!
hehe!
she is my GF!
:P
P.S. we r not lesbian...
thank u for ur appreciation!
*bow*
:)

WE ARE @JP!

SUMMER IN JAPAN!

hee~
lalala!

++we got pretty a long good talk++

abt 3 hrs!

better for her to be a counsellor!

rite?

haha!

she is kinda funny tat i like to listen!

(^.^)

jiayi

thanks for telling tis to me!

ur good advice!

*thumb up*

2009-09-07T13:37:00.005+08:00

WOOTS~

debut: 29 aug to 6 sep

i miss my hometown right now!!!
i go wif my mum only...
siex!
$^&#%
:(

how i wish i could stay there longer, LONGER...!
so many things left that i have not done yet...
(>.<) zzz!

THINGS I NEED TO DO:

firstly, i need to COMPELETE all my visits to ALL my relatives.
(i wanna all to be equal or else those, who i haf not visit, might feel unfair. lolz! :p)

one of my relatives' clever dog!

very friendly to strangers

see it patting on my leg wif his paw

haha!

SMART doggie tat i love

my grandparents' home

(^.^)

+my second youngest cousin+

haha!

secondly, i have to spend more time by dinning with them.
(of course they miss my face. haha!)

+me, my mum, grandparents (mum's side), auntie (mum's cousin)+

thirdly, i wanna spend more time playing with my *wild* cousin (the second eldest) and my youngest cousin.
(they seem wanna play wif me some more... but i am too OLD cos i am the eldest of all of my cousins! hee!)

lastly, i wanna go SHOPPING TO BUY MORE!
(i dun need so much trouble to save some $$$ to buy wat i want in singapore! hee~)

i took a pic of it at one of the shopping malls.

yet i achieve nothing!
bullsh*t!
:x

11-day trip is too DAMN SHORT!
all i need is one month but cannot...
cos of the coming of ipoh training~
haiz!

nvm...
even if i have soooooOOOO LITTLE time wif them,
i have GOOD MEMORIES wif them during that time
;)

AH, let me say....hmm...i only say some of days tat are interesting!

when i reached my hometown...

i stayed at my *wild* cousin's hse.
he got a hugh DOGGIE!
but it is not very friendly to the strangers like me.
so i cannot touch it...

+BEWARE OF IT!+
lol!
he put it on the cage to prevent it frm biting me.

it stared at me, wanna bite me!

so scary!

and visit my relatives,
show them my respect,
& bring the gifts frm singapore to give them...

+my grandmas (mum's side)+

go out to haf lunch and dinner at different restaurants wif my different relatives every single day in 11 days...

u see tat little baby girl beside me is my YOUNGEST COUSIN!

nah, i guess i haf gone fatter, FATTER!
:x
alr now 52kg!
my legs have become CHICKEN DUMBSTICKS!
#$&%!
:(

and DUN EAT me luh
cos my legs taste like a rubber due to have STRONG MUSCLE!
*grin*
joking!

nah, i must...
LOSE 5kg asap!!!!
(>.<)

dinner time!

sooo MUCH to eat!

cheesy!

after dinner above...

go to an attractive place nearby...

when entering inside....

i went blind soon after looking at soooo MANY GOLD STUFFS!

haha!

spooky?

boo!

hehe!

ah!
on the last day before i went back to singapore...

my *wild* cousin and i wandered everywhere...

and took those random photos!

;)

sport stadium

my cousin took tat pic above...

above too!

then i have lunch wif my grandparents and auntie, uncle & cousin at restaurant...

+my *nerd* cousin, me, grandparents, auntie and uncle+

see my *wild* cousin sits beside me in the photo above...
when my relatives are around...
he acts cool and shows as if he hates to be taken a photo...
LOL!

after lunch,
my *wild* cousin and i went to arcade to kill time.

we won many lotteries in a row!
muahahahaha!
NO ONE CAN ROB OUR COMBINED LUCK!
xD
we spend less and won four toys.
it is sooo simple to win all thanks to the "wheel of fortunate and curse"!
:)

*singapore sure has the same type of machine we use in china to win!*

many couples who surrounded us, watching us bet on luck...
they really were envious of us!
BWAHAHAHHAHAHA!
and some more they asked us to give them one of our toys and they will paid us...
(O_O)
siao, right?
lol!

all are HUGE toys!

my mum and his family were DAMN shocked
when they saw us bring 4 HUGE toys home!
hee~

in happy mood~

i am in HEAVEN!

buy drinks after getting out of the arcade

he tied the warp close...
the ribbon has gone missing!
:p

next, we went to the park by taxi.
got more time to spare lol!

P.S. he TRY TO ACT CUTE!
haha~

natural environment
nice view!

see above...
he bullied me by taking away my favourite toy (on his right arm)...
he gave me his funny face so as to make me angry.

wateva lor
;P

jump on the cliff ...
he scared me out of HELL sia!

that time...
when we walked to another part of the park...
he looked at me and suddenly dashed towards the end (steep edge)
and JUMPED towards the DEEP lake wif HUGH ROCKS beneath it!
i was shocked, almost having an heart attack!!!!
i thought he wanna....
but actually he dun.

phew!
he was only play a prank on me!
geez!
it is not fun to fool me leh!
that rascal!
RASCAL!
#%$&

photo of me above with flamingoes behind me!

LOL!
he cheered me up by bringing me to see flamingoes below.
*he dun wanna see me wif angry face due to the great shock frm his prank*

he really sux at taking photo wif camera but good at handphone camera!
haha!

that's all i type here
=]

BYE!

;)

2009-08-14T14:30:00.005+08:00

*PON* school today!!!

(>_<)

*i had nowhere to go mah... *

am i sound like a lost puppy looking for home???

haha!

so in my mind,

there is only a place i can go is...

MHI!

hee~

and i am so sorry, anthony

for trouble ya to wake up sooo early and come all the way to unlock mhi dic

but i am VERY grateful tat he came all the way for me!!!

doing some self-study!

lol!

but somehow...

i was distracted to join anthony watching naruto in his lappy!

zzz!

wat is soo great abt naruto?

i dunno why?

even if it was so boring cos of too much talking and less actions

yet i still continued watching...

sia!

wat is wif me!?
(O_O)

then meet joyce in the afternoon at around lunchtime!
cool!

she can kick out of my boredom by talking a lot of things!

muhahahahaha!
thank u joyce for buying me lunch;

KIMCHI!

muack!
<3

hehe!

lol!

STEP:

+1+

+2+

+3+

+4+

+5+

(O_O)

steven said to me,"u bad leh. u skip school." when he entered mhi dic.

MEH?

i skipped only 1 time so it is ok wad luh.

haiz!

see he....

he simply entered mhi dic

and then said STRAIGHT AWAY tat i am bad without saying 'hello'

*%$@*

-_______________-

anyway, i dun care!

haha!

nah!

then go watching movie; FLYWHEEL!

not bad!

MISS YA, ivy and rachel so much sia tat i wanna die!

joking!

*hug them for sooo DAMN LONG LIKE 782532645397286105945 YEARS and HARD AS A ROCK (squeeze & crack!)!*

cos i never see them soo long luh...

i only haf last seen them on JULY BABE; 20th june.

quite a long time ago!

lol!

soo fuuuun taking 200+ photos and too 4 videos wif them including my OLD SAC FRIENDS!

yinking is sooo DAMN FUNNY...

tat i have ever seen like tis in my life!!!

is that the best choice for him to join acting wif MR BEAN, isn't he?

lol!

haha!

~MORE~

more photos at FB

lazy to upload more here

then go home together!

woots!

so late at night!

all cos of...

IVY, RACHEL and too OTHERS...

SEDUCE ME to STAY LONGER!!!!

(>.<)

lol!

*powerful, aren't they?*

jk!

sooo happy today!

of course i am tired

long time i never smile and laugh...

i mean i never did tat for ages!

hee!

no kidding!

;)

thank u for today-

it was 10000000000000000% FUN!

meet all of ya again!

of course at MHI!

(^_^)

JIAYOU, PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPS!

2009-08-13T13:53:00.004+08:00

CE talk wif rafiqah abt manga

that professional japanese artist comes right here from JAPAN!!!

kyaaahhh!!!

my first time see a manga artist in reality!

not like see a manga artist on tv or photo!

\(^v^)/

he drew sooo super fast liao!

like less than 20 seconds on roughly drawing one!

unlike me took 1 and half minutes on roughly drawing...

(T.T)

he is amazing sia!

and too he had full of tricks in drawing!

pro! Pro! PRO!

u see 3 steps below:

(1)WHAT IS THIS!?

(2)LOL!

(3) FINALLY!

his drawing can be FUNNY!

muhahahaha!

at end of session talking...

he drew, "SEE YOU AGAIN!" on the opposite side of paper

erm... where u can see erm... like u need mirror place in front of words, then u know wat he is writing...

lol!

u noe wat i mean?

totally cool!

woots!

i got his autograph!

hee~

2009-08-12T13:46:00.001+08:00

what a nice FACILITATOR!!!

cool!

*enterprise skill lesson on the last meeting*

she gives out to whole class a small card!

she gonna miss all of us!

(>v<)

not like other facilitators who say,"bye bye!" and then walk off the class

-____________-

<3333

such a cool encouragement card!

2009-08-12T08:36:00.006+08:00

any one of ya can do me a favour????

\(>o<)/

i wanna skip class THIS Friday, 14 AUG~

IT HAS CONFIRMED IN MY MIND!!!!

NO TURNING BACK!!!!

who can welcome me to ur home at early morning at around 8.15am

muhahaha!

PLS SMS ME ASAP OF WHO WANNA "ADOPT" ME!

hee~

no kidding!

i am serious~

lol!

when i reach ur home, do give me a BIG welcome hug!

and let me sleep some more in ur room!

***rmb dun call my mom abt me skipping class and slacking at ur place***

PLS!

or else i will be in a BIG & DEEP SHIT if she found out!

(T.T)

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

*bow*

MUACK!

i wanna take myself a break luh...

i attend class for 15 weeks with no break, u noe...

so...

not mean i wanna give up, k?

lol!

*do sms me soon tat u wanna welcome me after u read it!*

(^^)

and PLEEEEEEEASE dun make me wait too long till i ROT...

NOTED: only my friends i trust, my close friends and my SAC friends are allowed to welcome me

2009-08-09T15:24:00.004+08:00

+ HOSPITAL~ +

(>.<)

last night,

my dad and mom felt bad...

when they saw my ankle...

and saw me waiting for them to come home at around 11pm...

erm...

cos i dun wanna ruin their fun at ECP, interrupting to call them to bring me home frm my training...

lol!

but to me, it is ok

and today, i went to hospital

(T.T)

i hate the smell in hospital

(~_~)

x-ray and bandage and medicine

haiz!

need to recover in 2weeks...

tat means i am not going for training!

yay!

haha!

HAPPY 44th NDP!!!!

wootz!

2009-08-08T21:23:00.003+08:00

WHAT A JOKE!!!!?????

i am soooo DAMN UNLUCKY today!!!!

i got a sprained ankle during badminton training!!!

$#!*^%!!!!!

where is my LADY LUCK!?

>.<

my right ankle sprained~

oh, shit

i had sprained my right ankle 3 TIMES!

and

sprained my left ankle 2 TIMES!

are both of my ankles VERY POPULAR FOR BEING UNLUCKY????

(O_O)

it happened when....

my badminton challenge wif Rebecca and Joeeng last yr...

during SAC times;

captain ball match: a bitch kicks my ankle for revenge... (T.T)

*sob!

heavy raining: SLIP! stupid wet floor

tennis training: coach yelled, "FASTER! YOU DAMN SLOW! RUN FASTER!!!!!"

now~

badminton match wif my senior(male): need FAST respond to hit the shuttle back against him instead of being slow like a turtle or blur octopus... (T.T)
i am no match for a boy like him~

argh!

WHY!? WHY!? WHY!?

what i haf done?

i never do any EVIL deeds recently!

(=.=)

2009-07-31T09:41:00.007+08:00

lol!
forget abt my stupid problem
;)

here i haf KOREAN NICKNAME frm FB!!!

Zhou Meng = Soo Min

:)
similar to some STARS!

Han Soo Min

a "quick-temper" guy frm X-men

haha!

and!

Oh Soo Min

movie actress

and!

Lee Soo Min

drama actress

da, tat's all!

i dunno wat am i doing in my blog~

=.=

so silly...

haiz!

2009-07-29T20:21:00.004+08:00

BURDENSOME!!!!

BURDENSOME!!!!

BURDENSOME!!!!

(>.<)

(T.T)

i feel tat i am such a big burden to some of ppl in my different teams...

why am i and wat the hell am i!?

i dun wanna hear frm ppl saying to me,

"it cant be helped THAT u r H*"

and

"it cant be helped BECAUSE u r H*"

it sounds like i am troublemaker!

i HATE to HEAR tat!

WTH! i dun wanna like tat...

OH GOD!

wat is so great abt being H*?!

argh!
*bitterness!*

i noe tat being H* is lucky cos i cant hear bad comment frm ppl abt me and too have many other good ways.
but will it be possible to be like a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY person all the time????
(o.o)

2009-07-27T17:33:00.003+08:00

I AM VERY VERY VERY GOOD GIRL!

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

i gave up and shared half of 6 donuts to my bro.

that's my reward for being kindness!

and too the reward i give him for his EXCELLENT RESULTS and too being one of the TOP 5 in all his LEVEL in his sch!

lol!

i bought these 6 donuts on my way home frm RP.

yummy!

mango~

chocolate with banana cream~

o' rea with milk chocolate cream~

hee~

lols!

being a nice girl wont last me longer.

SOMETIMES i can be...

MEAN,

SELFISH

and

GREEDY!

fufufufufufu!

lols!~

after all, i am not treating u badly luh.

i do give ways sometimes

cheers!

hmm...

i may be one day visiting SACSS to get yearly magazine.

ah, of course i will see u SAC guys!

^^.

2009-07-27T13:20:00.006+08:00

FOREVER getting B grades for my all subjects!

(T.T)

i am totally sick of seeing "B" in my daily grade...

my brain is gonna

fry

FRY

till it becomes crispy!

SIZZLE! SIZZLE!

haha!

wat's wrong wif me???

gonna bonker lately!

;)

2009-07-22T13:13:00.004+08:00

oh yes...

today, i wore business attire for today's lesson...

totally uncomfortable!

=.=

plus, i looked fugly in business attire

guess business attire dun FIT me at all...

shit!

victor phua saw me at foodcourt, seeing me wat i looked like in business attire...

sure die of embarrassement~

awargh~

(>.<)

and erm...

my classmate tagged me in FB...

i look kinda funny, rite?

some of u guys saw me in the photo, rite?

lols!

how i wish i never wear like tis ever again!

(T.T)

2009-07-20T17:55:00.000+08:00

I AM SOOO HONOURED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU, U GUYS FOR APPRECIATING MY DRAWING!!!!

MUACK!

haha!

lolololz!

i am so HAPPY enough so that i can die rite away!

kidding lah

haha!

2009-07-19T16:43:00.008+08:00

wat went wrong!?

wat's wrong wif me?!

i find myself sooo ODD!

how many TIMES I HAF REMINDED MYSELF NOT to do tat?!

haiz!

i am suck alr sia

I SHOULD BEHAVE MYSELF!

NEED...

SELF- CONTROL,

SELF- CONTROL!!!!!

(><)

i am tired of myself... sick of my character and my personality!

tired of it!

so annoy alr!

how long is my suffer going to END!?

IF ONLY I GO TO THE HAUNTED HOUSE NOW, I CAN SCREAM AS MUCH AS I LIKE!!!!!!!!!

how i wish i can bury my face onto someone's shoulder?!

complain and cry till my load becomes light.

who else i can talk wif and i can cry in front of???

somehow, i feel i better not talk to anyone abt what is going on wif me...

i cant give anyone my heavy burden.

God, i seem cant make my burden lighter anymore.

that's stupid of me sia~

totally dumb of me!

DUMBASS me!

nvm... i need to think of other way to solve by myself

lol!

forget it as if u see it is none of ur business, alrite

(T.T)

EVERYTHING IS A PIECE OF SHIT!

argh~

2009-07-16T08:21:00.005+08:00

hilo, peeps!

i am getting stress lately...

but do not worry tat i wont GIVE UP, alrite!

*cheer~

of course i am thinking sth negative when i am down or stressed.

it only will last for a while till i am back to start thinking sth positive.

know me well, i am a sort of a person who is NOT "DIE HARD"!

lol!

haha :)

ah, sorry dr. keng...

u r kinda of disappointed wif me.

ya, i babbled to release my frustration.

nah, wat the hell am i doing wif my blog in school in the early morning...

=.=

boring, isn't it?

nth is fun...

zzz!

[everyday studying is so boring and too busy... haiz, i need to endure wif it!]

miss all my dear friends...

wanna haf fun wif u all!

*sob*

anyway, later i am GONNA shopping wif hau en today after sch

yay!

today is my last UT2 test!

kill my boredom rite away!

2009-07-10T20:17:00.004+08:00

God, help me!

what can i do and what should i do?

i dunno whether i made the rite choice.

i was stressed recently and

NOW i am getting more pressure tat i cant take it anymore.

i was down... DOWN, DROWNING into the depth of HELL!

hey u, u r the only one who know abt my suffocated life just now...

u say is correct that i haf no confident.

yes, it is true.

but i think there is sth amiss.

because i cant do it in sort of too fast and some more i cant be like beile when comes to r***********....

that kind of outcome which gives u and ivy's sort of "bad" impression abt it.

u get wat i mean.

yet u tell me, " try luh", then "F*** u" and in the end "i dun wanna talk to u anymore".

tis really hurt me rite this and that!

furthermore u dun say sth to comfort me, yea???

well, haiz!

nah, not ur fault or him.

sorry for trouble ya alrite.

i think i should respect my choice.

if wrong, my fault...

or other way, maybe i am coward for running away without trying it out.

i dunno.. dunno who is CORRECT!????

me or u????

shit, i am alr in a state of confusion !

perhaps, i was like no good enough compared to other outspoken and strong gals like u or ivy or so whoever.

who plan this?!

i am freaking tired of it!

2009-07-10T18:19:00.005+08:00

ARGH~

every day grading

and again UTs (more like exams) every within 2 months...

*groan*

UTs really make me sick!

5 subjects in one UT...

3 UTs = 15 subjects!!!!!

next 2 mths (september) the final UTs 3...

and this mth (july) got UTs 2...

and last 2 mths (may) got UTs 1...

all UTs in one semaster and again next semaster for all 3 UTs......urgh~

T.T

i haf to take them seriously!

study... study....study!

haiz!

like forever taking UTs

(><)

anyway, thanks dr keng

for praying me to go through the tough journey in RP and carry on further without failing.

Dear father in heaven,

help me to carry on the tough journey without failure

and i can praise u with a smile on my face

when i finally able to overcome my difficultly and see the great result within me.

bless me with the wisdom and strength!

in the name of jesus!

amen

;)

nah, a few more weeks for my UTs 2 to be over.

and.... i...................

CRY my heart OUT!

FREAK my lappy OUT!

GO for SHOPPING-SPREE!

and SCREAM OUT tat i DUN NEED to worry abt anything anymore!

lol!

haha!

2009-07-01T15:34:00.005+08:00

wootz!!!!!!

i finally got 2 'A'!!!!!

\(^.^)/

haha!

my hard work has finally paid off but at least for two mah!

*buy 2 sth that r worthy for my effort?*

~ i dunno whether i ask my mum to buy me 2 things tat i wanna...???????~

anyway

thank you, LORD!!!!

*****************************************************

**the great secret of success

is self-discipline

getting yourself to do what

you really need to do.

choosing to do what you feel is right

and it will bring the results

you want into your life- long term.

it is bringing order

and efficiency into your life-...

creating structure in your life

and doing this enthusiastically!

taking charge of yourself and feeling proud of yourself

when you do.**

****************************************************

CHEERS!

2009-06-30T15:28:00.003+08:00

YoZ!

MORE TO SEE!!!!!

\(^.^)/
*i cant let my blog to stay dead mah~*
keep it ALIVE!
:p

my first day at paris~ woke up at 5am...
zzzzzz
sky alr was sooooo SUPER BRIGHT!
5am only u noe!
not like 5am in spore....
=.=

on the way to somewhere else....
i cant rmb...
i saw very long white string!
i mean in the sky, long white smoke.
very nice if u see in reality!
in the picture, of course u can feel like...hmm.. "wow"
lols!
;)

i came down to take a picture of eiffel tower after i took myself at the TOP of that tower (picture below).
u see the sky....evening, rite?
it is NOT evening!
the time is 10pm sia!

i was like...
"waaa! so late at night yet the sky is so bright?!"
=.+
i am not bluff!

i keep wondering sooo many stupid qns like...

"5am, the sky is so bright and ppl are still active and then 10pm, sky is a bit dark like evening and ppl still are active.... is that they have enough sleep in their everyday lives??????????????"

"too short dark hours....i see ppl have no panda eyes. i saw them walking around in the streets... make-up? wat abt men? men need light make-up to cover panda eyes to look handsome?"

" who cares? maybe ppl wanna spend more time to do sth during daylight than dark... or wat?"

"is that something very wrong wif the earth?! the earth supposes to spin in 24hrs and half of its axis is daylight and another is night time...???? then?"

and so on...
:x
lols!
i dun care if u laugh at my stupid thinkings.

:s

strong wind~!!!!

wind speed: about 80~90km/h usually at only top, rarely at bottom ground.

it gonna blow my cap out of my head!

so i held it...

of course lar, i am fat alr after eating a lot of western food at paris...

so i wont not be blown away!

:)

that's all for it!

;)

i wanna see u all guys look jealous!

haha!

no lar...i dun mean to be proud :D

lol!

ah, limited souvenirs!

GOLD (look sooooo NEW and RICH) ;D
SILVER (look so common)
BRONZE (look old and ancient)

haha!

i haf given them away to my friends!

hope u guys like them :)